I am merely following what one of my dates instructed me to do: Write about sex, love or shopping. The girls i date used to categorically refuse to my visit my website, because it used to be full of incomprehensible gibberish about evolution of religion, art etc etc.. Now it is comprehensible gibberish, which is a big difference.

my life is alright, find no need to brag..Feel a bit sorry for you

I have actually explained this in another of my posts: I am extremely wary of discussing religion with anyone. It will inexorably end up becoming terminally boring. I take a lot of effort not to discuss religion, unless you are one of those crazy people like me who have spent considerable amount of time poring through all the religious crap. From your posts, i am assuming that you are pretty far from being one.

I can fill pages upon pages regarding religion, and believe me, you definitely don’t want to hear all of that stuff. It is best that we discuss something else, like art, drama, or music or something. For instance, did you listen to the last album by Therion? I have found Symphonic Metal to be one of those rare good things i stumbled upon.

“SOMEBODY told me?” I wish. Virulent anti-theism is a very recent phenomena, especially the embracing of anti-theism by mainstream intellectuals, and for that i have to greatly thank Osama and all the retarded Fanatics, who have brought about a clearer understanding of what Koran/Bible actually advocate.

Till very recently, most of the intellectual community looked askance upon active anti-theism. In fact, even now we hear the stupid refrain of ‘islam is peace’ (Followed by the ironical “Behead those who say otherwise”), or generally, “all religions ultimately advocate basic goodness”, and other brain-damaged bromides that everyone has been spewing for the past 1000 years.

Heh. The above is one of the quite innocuous episodes in my life. If you are getting all worked up about a simple pub date, i can only imagine how drab your life must be.

And when did megalomania become an unattractive trait — Whether in male or even in females? I find megalomaniacal girls quite attractive.

Ahh Seems my lines in prebvious were very basic that u gave up on me, neither answered any. Sorry for your time.

Of course, a believer will definitely say otherwise. But only one of us can be right.

2. Creature from other planet? No way, You are a human from here u cant deny. But since you concluded this way in 2 decades, its a lot of time actually to sum up a simple thing. Considering you arent trying or craving to be different, but u have settled the mindset that u r different, a LOT, being from other planet is sure very different thing.

3. Now your spirituality chapter, In start spirituality dont have to do anything with being vegan or not (islam dont prohibit meat but their spirituality is second to none.) how did u summed up that being vegan is spirituality?
Spitituality is a systematic process and no matter u like or hate god it will work equally, its like a machinical process, pour in fuel and the engine goes. probably it was imitation of spirituality.

4. the 4 principles:
(a) Ofcourse it is, but who needs anything universal, world is all about variety, we need day with lights and in evening we need night without light to go rest, we need good people as well as bad people for change. We need a balance in good and bad otherwise world will be nonexistant.
(b) sorry dont understand the concept, sadly never studied much about religions and theories.
(c) Yes it becomes impossible for you and the persons in your whereabouts to live when u become extremist in either way. A wise balance is necessary, sure.
(d) A believer will say opposite way, But perhaps both are wrong, i can sum up here that nothing is wrong with believing or non believing, its all about variety, But both should be wise enough to digest their thoughts and not come out extremist.

5. Enlignment, yes its more important, but if the enlignment have real light it will lit gazillions other people, and if the enlightment is not a big one, it wont shine at all, just work for enlighted one. If you are really different, .. need not stamp people with your punch effect, I dont say good or bad, it happens with everybody, but its a tomdickandharry job, not guy from other planet.

6. Last for God, It seems god will last more then I or we or anybody we know will last on this planet. I dont say you are any wrong, myself personally find nice you are, But You say U r going to kill god, do you really have that force? or you will end up levishing all your energy for nothing? Yes you can kill him.. IT IS POSSIBLE, but do you have money and time and workforce to go for it? If not then this is VEIN and your statement is IMMATURE(if not). ;=) Probably you will end up saying that you spent 2 more decades in vein, yes life is short, very short.

For around 20 years my life, i struggled to hide my differences. I always thought i was quite normal, just suffering from a proclivity to analyze everything a bit too much. But it turned out i am not merely different,. but i am not even from this fucking planet. And why should i hide it?

I am not ‘craving’ — i am not even ‘trying’ — to be different.

I am not entirely human, and i am merely chronicling my non-human-ness.

And yes, i am angry, and you might even say, jealous. It is 4000 years since the dawn of written history. The billions of humans that has existed has spent almost their entire lives bickering on the nature of spirituality. Thousands of men have suffered like I did. And to be frank, my self-abnegation pales when compared to the kind of self-inflicted torture practiced by Catholic Church.

My spirituality, even at its extremist absurdity, was pragmatic. A majority of the stuff I did, i did in the — mistaken — belief that it was going to make me a better person overall, and especially — with the vegan diet — healthier too. But in the case of Christian principle of “Mortification of flesh’, the object is genuine torture — also called the death of the flesh — and nothing else. One of the most important aspect of pain is that, the body automatically gets numb to it. The Saints had to work around this pesky property of the human body by making sure that they constantly varied the torture methods.

Despite 2000 of insanity by intelligent men, no one discovered the 4 principles:

a) It is logically impossible to construct a universal justice system.

b) It is impossible for a person to Sin. The concept of Sin cannot exist. Once my pleasure/pain circuits are formed, all my actions are irrelevant as far reward/punishment is concerned. The only decision i can make is to adjust the amount of pain/pleasure i derive from life. The outcome, or the consequences of my actions are 100% irrelevant.

c) The above two actually means that God is irreconcilable with life. It is impossible to live if you believe in God.

d) There is something seriously wrong with people who believe in God.

Kant came very close to it. If someone had figured the above out, it would have saved me 23 of years of self-imposed misery i underwent, before i got fucking enlightened.

Footnote: God means ‘belief in god’. God will exist as long as people believe in him. That’s why i clarify that when i say, i am going to kill god, what i mean is that i am going to make it impossible for people to believe in God.